I was just a shadow of my Partner….

- Alli Speed on a 'Sexism on Youtube' panel at VidCon, in Datev’s vlog {x}

Honestly, this is the most chilling words and honesty I’ve heard from Alli in all the years I’ve watched her on Youtube and in other peoples videos this makes me so proud to watch her grow into such a fantastic Role Model and as a young indepedent female YouTuber, Alli Speed, you’re free to do whatever the fuck you want and I’m so proud of you for finally standing your ground.

(via alllispeed)

Hopefully Moving On Soon

Hello old love,

Yes, I’m still upset over you. I’m going to move on some day and you will regret ever hurting me. I won’t look down on you or make you feel the way that you are currently making me feel, because lets just be honest. I’m not that type of person. I’m not vindictive and I don’t like to hurt people just to make myself feel better. I give people way too many chances and maybe I might give you another one. I haven’t quite decided what I’m going to do when you decide that you want me back in your life again. I just hope I know better and that I won’t let myself be fooled by you once more. I’ve done that before and look at me now. So yes. I’m still upset but I will live. Yes I still cry over you. Yes I get butterflies when I hear your name or think of you or even when I remember what it’s like to kiss you. Yes I crave your lips and your sensitive touch. I miss you kisses on my hands and on my arms. I miss those wonderful eyes. I miss that dopey laugh but most of all I miss being with you.  Yes I miss you but I will move on.


I love you. Yeah I finally wrote it. I can’t bring myself to say it out loud because let’s be honest if I do there’s no way that I’ll be able to move on any time soon. I hope that some day you find a woman that gives you everything you are looking for and more. You deserve to be happy as do I.

Putting this whole situation to rest and trying to get you out of my heart is harder than I imagined.



i dont need a valentine i need 8 million dollars and a fast metabolism



Nothing makes me want to touch more than being told I’m not allowed.

(Source: ralndrops)


when you pass a test that everyone else failed





there has never been a cool person called eugene